Keep the Fire Burning

  Siargao - December 12, 2023 Hi Camille,  I'm back, we are back. Its been 5 years and 4 months since nung nanalo ka, matagal tagal din yung 5 years lalo nat nag pandemic. Madaming sacrifices, realization, ni-let go na mga tao, feelings, oppurtunity at kung ano ano pa man  pero behind sa mga ito ang dami din nangyari na para sakin ay nagsilbing aral sakin at mas lalo ko pang nakilala  yung sarili ko.  Ngayon nasa isang linggo akong pahinga, magditate, magplan, at maghanap pa ng inspirasyon para magpatuloy ulit yung buhay ko bilang isang sibilyan. Para sakin ito yung panahon na sarili ko naman ang papasayahin ko, sarili ko naman yung pagsisilbihan ko, sarili ko naman yung dapat ipriority ko, sarili ko naman yung iuupgrade ko at aalagaan ko na dapat dati ko pang ginawa. Deserve mo din Camille lahat ng pagmamahal na meron ang mundo, deserve mo din yung mabigyan yung sarili mo ng happiness, deserve mo din mangarap at bigyan yung sarili mo ng panibagong oppurtunity s...

December 12, 2023 Hi Camille, Siguro its time for me again to give an update to you like we used to do before when we were high school. Maybe I can still do it this time. Sobrang stagnant ko na ever since I graduated nung high school ko. Yung feeling na, "ok lang hayaan mo na" ayan yung feeling ko after nung high school. May be I just lost the fire within me, the eagerness na sige Camille galingan mo pa. Sige Camille, kaya mo pa yang higitan yang ginagawa mo. You can do better than that. Yung mga ganyang sabihan tapos may silent competition sa mga friend pero its a friendly competition na hindi nila alam na nagagalingan ako sa kanila. Though I already told to her yang mga yan nung college. Pero sobrang nakakamiss din pala maging masipag, discipline, responsible tsaka hard working person. Sobrang wala na talaga ako ngaun, yung naupos na lahat yan sakin. Wala na kong nakikitang challenging kasi hinahayaan ko na lang sila or yung mga nangyayari. I know its been how many ye...

I still remember the glimpse of you when you were young.  That innocent smile, I remembered.  Same space, same time, and same memory.  That memory is still in me.  Time flies so fast. Separated, different paths.  But we still met. At the center of  this space.     

By  Rania Naim Questions To Ask If You Want To Get To Know Someone On A Deeper Level 1.  What’s your philosophy in life?           If you put your heart into your work you can do everything.           Sometimes you need to fall in order to reached what you are destined for.   2.  What’s the one thing you would like to change about yourself?           Yung pagiging undiscipline ko. Its not good lalo na kung leader ka. If you are discipline enough everything will go in the right place. 3.  Are you religious or spiritual?           Actually I’m in the center, I’m part of being a religious but still nagppractice pa din ako ng sarili kong way to live. Kasi if kung pagiging religious need natin ipractice yung mga nasa bible and kung ano gusto ni Lord na gawin natin sa l...